[ maybe if he closes his eyes, he could imagine this sort of thing.

.... it's nice, though, how daylight speaks of his mother. if anything, it reminds him of how bitterly he had hated his own. ]

It's not. [ he keeps his expression even. ] She sounds like a kind person. Maybe, we can find those flowers when we go visiting other worlds. Or an equivalent.

[ something along the lines of him not wishing another to befall the same fate as his own. perhaps he's jealous, but he's learned to discard those feelings long ago ]